On the brain....

I want my own apartment. It's too bad though that the world tells you that you have to go to college and accumulate a massive amount of debt to get a job and then there are not any jobs and you're stuck with having something that just pays the bills, barely. I have to graduate classes left before I'm done paying large sums of money each month to Albany University. College is such a rip off. You pay to work. Something is totally wrong with this equation.... I suffered through illness to work on my gargantuan amounts of coursework only to get half of it done in 3 hours. Looks like tomorrow night I'll be spending my evening at B&N peering through about 30 childrens books. Good thing I don't really have a life or anything.

So, I've been embarking on the whole dating scene. Why are men pigs? I mean, honestly, if I just wanted to have sex with someone on a casual basis I could do that at any point, but clearly I have more class than that. For goodness sake, I wouldn't be seeking out a decent guy if that's all I wanted. Guys need to get a clue. I also think that if girls have a brain, common sense, an ability to do things on their own and handle situations they are doomed. I'm starting to think that you have to be an idiot to land a decent guy. I'm not the type of girl that needs a man to do things for her in order to feel wanted or accepted. Sorry, not how I was raised. You would think a guy would want a smart girl capable of doing things beside their hair and makeup.

On a funnier note, my friend and I are starting a new euphemism based on the original Repunzel fairy tale. The original story states that the Prince climbed up her braid many times and eventually she got preggers. With that said the euphemism is : "He's climbing her braid." It made me laugh anways... :)

If this is my summer, I don't want it.

I swear every single time I log into my online class, the woman adds more work for us to do. Tomorrow night I will be locked into my house working on this class. I really can't stand it. I don't want to spend my entire summer stuck inside working on college work. I think that taking this class was the worst idea ever, however, I didn't want to be graduating in December of 2011. I've been in college plenty long enough and I just don't want to do it anymore.

Totally frustrated.

College Class From Hell

So apparently my professor believes that all of us students don't work and want to spend every waking breath working on her course. Every week this woman finds a new reason for me to want to tell UAlbany they can take their class and ....... well you get the point. I'm even under the impression she thinks we have our own library in our homes filled with every children's book that she chooses for this course for us to study. I swear I'm going to lose my hair and send my blood pressure sky rocketing if this class gets any worse. The thing that I'm most worried this class is going to do, is make my summer vanish in a flash because each module is a week long. The more I anticipate wanting this course over it means I want to summer to end. I'm so glad that this is the last summer course I will be taking. I'm even lowering my academic achievement and just striving to pass the class instead of getting the A. This is tough for me because I don't usually over exert myself for a college class and I end up with really good grades, but there is no way that this class is going to be good for me. It totally sucks.

I'm finding that blogging is really helping me to de-stress. Maybe I should have started this a longggggggg time ago.

Today's Deal:

1. Drove to our office head quarters to find out that the person who said they would be here today decided to take the day off.

2. Bought some wicked cute stuff for my pre-k graduation... can't wait to party with the kids.

3. My new hair extensions came in and they are lovely. Always gotta keep some extras laying around. (I love hair, what can I say?) :)

Let the changes begin....

So with the start of summer, and my graduate class, I'm finding myself in a bit of a pinch. I'm stuck between wanting to move out and having to pay for college, both of which I can not do simultaneously. My entire "plan" of going to college, finding my soul mate, getting married and using my income as supplementary income has backfired. I'm on my own and dealing with a stack of bills meanwhile trapped at my parents house. Crazy. Ridiculous. Soooo I'm thinking I'm going to have to go on a total spending freeze completely if I want to make a go of moving out in August. I think it can be possible as long as I can get over my addiction to shopping. I never thought I would be one of those girlie girls that loves to purchase new clothes every week, but it has happened. I will say however, that my credit card payments have been decreasing and so has my balance, so kudos to me with that win. Whelp, on that note, I'm going to bed.

This Weekend:

1. Sang the National Anthem at Redeemer Cup in Utica, NY

2. Enjoyed a late Saturday night with a group of amazing friends bull shitting about life. Priceless

3. Spent Sunday chillin with my brother.

All in all a good weekend.

Here's to tomorrow......