Oh boy, it's December....

I honestly don't have a good excuse for not posting an entry per day at all.... Let's face it, I'm lazy when it comes to this stuff. I would much rather update my facebook status a hundred time a day (which I do not do) then sit here and type out a thoughtful entry. It's almost 2011 and I'm 100% positive I have no idea what I want to do. I'm the queen of coming up with a ton of great ideas, then talk myself out of every single one because of the risks involved. Maybe it's time I just chose one of my ideas and went for it. I can sit here and give you a list of things I would like to try to do, but I fear it would be pointless. Here's to 2011 and the hope that something will change for me this year. I feel like I've been circling the wagons ever since I started grad school. In May, that won't be an option and I can for once say with certainty I'm glad. It will be good to be done with the required schooling for my degree, however, there is also this voice in my head saying it was pointless because I don't think I'm going to end up doing anything with those degrees. I think 2011 will be a year of discovery for me. A year of finding out what I'm really passionate about versus what everyone else thinks I'm passionate about. Time to go after my dreams instead of just leaving them a dream.